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| I love Maru. |
[November the 2nd of 2009 10 22 pm ] |
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 I'm not the biggest cat lady, but I definitely want a Maru.

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| Commitment issues |
[October the 30th of 2009 4 53 pm ] |

I have commitment issues and poor decision making skills. Still broken between being The Coon, Tomas from The Orphanage, Daria or Coraline. I really wanted to find a costume that incorporated having spray painted colored hair, a mask, face paint, and blood, but alas, I couldn't find anything. Help? What are you going to be?
Am I always doomed to have issues with my landlords? First not getting our deposit back even though we left the place squeaky clean and didn't mess up a thing. Now this landlord wants to show the place while we are living in it, even though no such thing is mentioned on the lease and she's being an inconsiderate bitch about it. We've been perfect first time tenants, haven't bugged her about a thing and always paid on time. FUCK LANDLORDS!
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| FML? |
[September the 22nd of 2009 5 40 pm ] |
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In my five years of owning Ipods, I have never ever experienced any technical difficulties with them. The past days have been stressful/awful/full of negative vibes and I was listening to sad music through my Ipod hooked up to my boyfriend's computer.Then it completely stops playing music, so I press fwd/next to play another song. Nothing. I close Itunes, re-open it, then hook up my ipod again. Itunes tells me I have no music. I repeat this, same thing. Check my ipod, no music. I had over 40 gigs of music, and now I can't even play any of it or get it back easily because my computer that has over 70 gigs of music is kaput. I dislike the term but this is a serious FML moment.
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| pup pups! |
[September the 15th of 2009 6 30 pm ] |
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 Getting a puppy but I don't know which one to get. I originally chose A. between it and a black one but then the lady decided that the runt (B.) was not going to be given away to her granddaughter anymore. A. is a Shitzu/Dachshund mix but obviously looks more like a Shitzu. B. is the runt and is a Shitzu/Papillion mix. Very troubled as to which one to choose. They both won't be over 4-6 pounds, but obviously the runt will be smaller. I like the coloring of A. better but the lady said that B. will resemble more of a Shitzu, which is what I ultimately want. I don't particularly want a teeny teeny dog though but oh well. Possible names are Ludo (from the Labyrinth), Bowzer(from obvious),Gimli (The dwarf from Lord of the Rings), Dexter(from Dexter, the series) and Ducky (from The Land Before time).
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| 3 x 3 |
[December the 9th of 2008 11 49 pm ] |
 I keep finding ladybugs at my place, I don't mind them.
 I'm sad, but optimistic. Does that make sense?
 Four dollars and was worth every penny, my lunch will be boxed in coolness, it will thank me.
Boy finally apologized for things. Boy states it will get difficult to see me but made his emotions pretty apparent.However boy is still silly and texted me stating he was getting out of the movies in hatti, and that I should go to Laurel to see him, eventhough he was in town and texted me after the fact. I am leaving things here.
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| feathers, small update |
[October the 25th of 2008 3 20 am ] |
I'm not going to brag too much, but I love all of my friends right now.Mandee,Chan,Brittany & Roberto are amazing.Linley too I'm sure, if we would see more of her. Things couldn't be better in that department. Spaghetti-o's have never proved to be so good. Managed to get tickets to the sold out man man show I had been wanting to go to for months and it proved to be an amazing show. I got touched various times by the vocalist, in all but one appropriate way.
He doesn't realize how beautiful he is and it makes him that much more endearing. I don't know how this could ever work. It couldn't. But my bed was warm this time, for two nights straight and when he left it was colder than it has ever been before. He asked me if I would grow attached to him the next few weekends and I said maybe, probably so, wait, what does that even mean? It's weird phrasing. He said...Oh it's weird phrasing huh? and I was like yeahhhhhhhhh.
He likes the way I speak. I speak proper, he says. His eye color is different than any I've ever seen and the bridge of his nose makes me smile. I don't know what this is or what it could become. Oh no, what have i gotten myself into? I like gushing. My back feels crooked and it aches.I don't know why I think there could be a future with this boy. It's so far from a future or what I actually need. I'm not 100% ready for anything with anyone but I can't be scared forever. I just know that the longer it takes the more frightened I'll be. I just want the right person to show up. Foolish.
I only like socks at night. We cuddled naked.
I swear if I just keep moving real fast, I won't notice that I'm doing things wrong. The only way to describe anything is c-o-l-d.
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| lilies |
[October the 6th of 2008 11 45 pm ] |
 I'm writing a letter to my ex boyfriend in jail. I know that comes off as crude and terrible trashy. It's not. I bought stamps and envelopes for it and everything.The stamps are of disney characters with mickey mouse and the dalmations. I printed up a picture of a very graphic anal hole that says "Don't drop the soap". He could either find this to be really hilarious or never speak to me again. I'm hoping/betting on the first one.I tried to write neat, I always try to write neat when writting a letter but my fingers tripped all over the paper.
This weekend was pretty fantastic even if I robbed the cradle pretty hard for the first time in my life. He was hot with milky soft skin and that may or may not get me into some sort of trouble in the future. People should re-consider wearing hats if they have obviously bad hair. It can dissapoint others once they get to see you without the hat.
Everything is more than okay for the time being. Fallin' back in love with life a little more each day. Baby steps.
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